Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in bulaw_daw's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
4:04 pm	Check it out! My other blog at: http://bulaw-daw.blogspot.com Kinda proud of my newest post... heehee... (Comment on this)
3:13 pm	Rollercoaster! Hullo!!! ;o)    Yesterday, I had a rainbow of emotions that I never expected could go together in one day. Seriously. Who could imagine that I could feel joy, sorrow, confusion, irritation, exhaustion, accomplishment, amusement, and incredible stupidity all in one day??? I do realize that this is all part of life, but didn't expect to get so much "life" in one day. ;o)         Go back to my other blog (on Friendster), and you'll find an entry entitled "Ang Buhay ay Parang Bato.... It's Hard." I mentioned that to my friend this morning when I was telling him about my "state of calamity", and he added that though it's hard, a rock can also be polished and made into a decoration. I found the analogy pretty far out and replied that it would be better if we just made it into a pet rock, a source of companionship in times of loneliness and hardship. Um.... Paki-connect!!! Lost na ako mehn!! heehee... MORAL: Sometimes mindless conversation is essential in the preservation of sanity.     For our room update, S23 has become a haven of confused hearts, with the excemption of an elite few. That is why yesterday became a "day that will live in infamy" in our room. We had the ultimate female lovefest- complete with eyes brimming with tears and hugs galore- and went on a very-needed Lucescapade. It seems that the scent of night air, along with the feel of the cold pavement beneath you and the warm stars above you, gives the kind of clarity than any person needs to get a grip and face the world with uplifted spirits. I know it sounds kinda profound, considering that all we did was star-gaze and eat peanuts, but it gave me exactly what I needed to temporarily recover from my "state of calamity". Heehee.... ;o)     That's all for now! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
3:30 am	Inspiration, Insanity, and Isolation Funny how sometimes things happen when you're not expecting them to. umm... Let me phrase that again... Funny how when you lose your last shred of hope, that's when someone turns on the light and proves that you're not alone- you only thought you were. ;o) OK. Inspired ko. (like you weren't already guessing that...) It seems that I am falling deeply in love with my husband, GERARD WAY!!! (To those who don't know who he is, shame on you. He's only the GENIUS lead singer of My Chemical Romance.) hahay... googma na ni bai... Little by little, I'm going crazy. That first paragraph I wrote a while ago proves it. I'm not the emotional person who smiles everytime she gets a message from SOMEONE, but that's how I've been lately. And that's only half of it. I'm also Tita's little slave gurl, forced to chair the program committee and emcee a gathering I don't even wanna go to. And I don't feel like eating anymore! Now THAT is something big for me. So if anyone has seen my appetite anywhere, please return it to me at once so that I can take joy in eating again. Yesterday, after 5PM, I was the only one left in the dorm room. So I enjoyed the silence, read Cosmo, and listened to all the music I wanted to. Sometimes you just need that little peace to seriously think things through. (like that super bad mood I had the other day..) I felt better afterwards, that's for sure. On a lighter note, I love the song "Caress Me Down" by Sublime! Heehee... If you haven't heard it, listen to it, but don't hold the lyrics against me! ;o) Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: here...? "With a Smile" in my head? "The Scientist" (Comment on this)